raya celebration @ my school

we're celebrating raya 4 d school @ 20.9.2011, which d event was quite simple but d parents came were totally out of numbered. haha.. so, d teachers hav to share with d pupils 4 d food.. luckily their food were a lot;))

here r some pics of d day.. n it's d 1st time i'm wearing make-up 2 work since i've been transfered to sk bukit kalam;)) got lots of compliment 4 dis;p












4 d 1st time i felt d close relationship with my cholics here.. well, b4 dis only dealing tru' classes, work.. but having brunch n singing 4 d raya karaoke was quite fun.. still missing d lok yuk environment;)) hope everything will b better esp nex yr.. as few cholics is applying 4 transfer, n mayb i'll b appointed 2 do more work 4 2011.. so will keep on bz again..

d baby's coming mid of february.. so better plan 2 do something 4 our new house during nov/dec (during school break). esp searching 4 d home furniture n appliances;)) can't wait..

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Location:labuan f.t.

i hate dis feeling.. stress..

it's almost 3 months @ labuan. n my life getting stressful n miserable each day..

i'm getting weaker.. stressful.. really hate dis feeling.. my preggy life seems like a burden to me.. i knew it's wrong to feel dat way, but i'm getting weaker, tired n stress when thinking 2 hav 2 children.. even 1 was already tiring 4 me..

i did all house chores, juz only sometime hubby giving his help.. dunno y, thinking i can't never b a good wife n mom.. ;'(( with all d problems (yup, kind of money n marriage problems @ d moment).. sick n tired 4 all dis.. i missed my happy life.. now seems like everything is tiring 4 me..

a wife should hav a helping concern hubby, but not 4 me.. a wife should hav a leader hubby but not 4 me.. a wife should hav a financial supporter from hubby, but not 4 me.. a wife should hav a really loving hubby, but not 4 me..

how can i b a good wife n a good mom, when i dun hav d energy to take care of myself? i'm not blamming any1, but only i was d 1 trying hard n i'm d 1 who getting worse.. a marriage shud hav romantic, adventures sharing life.. but now only adventure dealing with work, house chores n parenting nadira..

i'm not asking a perfect life.. but i'm so tired of my life right now.. no friend to talk with, even nothing encourage me right now.. mayb juz active-cutie nadira;)

to all single ladies out there, get ready to get married n hav children.. it can b great n also stressful.. so b well prepared..

dunno when my life will b cheerful again..


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salam eidulfitri ;))

salam eidulfitri to all muslims.. hope it's not too late to wish it here;) been bz, but it's more on 'x larat'.. haha.. yup.. nadira was sick in dis 3 wks, from diarrhea, then fever then flu n cough.. huhu.. 3 wks of tiring n lack of sleep..

these r d few pics of dis yr raya.. sadly it's only d 2 of us.. hubby wasn't with us during 1st-5th day of raya. me n nadira went back to kk on d 23rd then went back to labuan on d 3rd.. glad we managed to bought d 'rm16' flight (lbuan-kk-lbuan).. haha.. so only rm170 4 both of us;))





nadira was being so 'manja' n fussy during raya.. well, she dun like too many people gather around her.. but it's raya, so it must be lots of ppl esp family.. haha.. so whenever she realizes there's ppl around, she'll close her eyes with her palms n sometimes hide her cute face on my chest.. haha;P dis will b d funniest story 2 b told 2 her when she's bigger;P

my princess was so shy ;P.. no la.. it's juz bcoz she haven't been around with many ppl in dis 2 moths. juz being with us, me n hubby;(.. really missed life @ kk. but, life must goes on.. n i need 2 spread my wings n b independent;))

will upload other raya pics later;))

boring life

it's been so long from my last blogging.. sincerely i'm bored here in labuan.. no frens, nothing much 2 do here.. life- work, home, bz parenting nadira, doing school work..

i've started my cooking ;p yup, just started n improving d taste;) ayam masak kicap, masak merah, masak kari mamak, mee hailam, nasi tomato. all cooked well except 4 d nasi tomato. haha;p

well, i'll do more cooking in d future. 4 now, with d limited kitchen appliance, still doing d simple cooking.

o ya.. below r latest pic of my lil' angel.. being so talk-active nowadays.. n she knows already how 2 'merajuk'.. haha.. run into d bedroom or kitchen, lay on d floor or knock her head @ d wall.. huhu.. thankfully she's not doing it all d time:p










about my pregnancy.. still haven't connected to him yet. well, it's still early.. juz 3 months. n guess wat, i haven't sign in @ d govt clinic yet. juz went 2 private clinic 4 scanning him n taking d blood test..alhamdulillah he's healthy inside my belly;))

hope everything will b okay.. oo ya.. happy fasting to all! n not forgetting eidul fitri is juz around d corner.. 15 days left ;p n i'm not prepared yet.. huhu..

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Location:labuan f.t.

latest news

it's been a while since my last blogging.. still getting myself comfortable with d new environment.. though it's been almost a month..

nadira had her fever last thursday 'til dis morning.. really stressed-out caring 4 her, as i was alone.. dun know y feeling only me doing d parenting now (will share 'bout dis some other time). having nausea, dizzyness n not 4getting d morning sick made me d stress i've mentioned b4.. yes.. nadira's lil 'adik' is in d making.. haha.. i've been 3 wks pregnant now.. ;)) d doctor ask 2 do d scan only after 4-6wks of pregnancy, so will update 'bout it later..




nadira will b a big sister soon.. though she's a bit fussy n 'manja' now, but she's starting to luv having other toddler companion. as my sis-in-law n her family was around recently, nadira luv'd 2 play with her cousins 'kakak' nuril n baby ayip.

now, i really lost my appetite. hardly to swallow food esp rice.. juz eating lots of biscuits, fruits n drinking milo. will start 2 take d milk soon.

hopefully everything will b ok soon.. will b so much tougher 4 dis coming fasting month.. with preggie, nadira n my work as a teacher, mom n a wife.. hope i can stand all of dis, insyaAllah;))


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Location:tmn mutiara, ft labuan.

happy but sad..

now almost a month @ labuan.. i'm missing kk a lot..


1st time for nadira on a speed boat ;p (31.5.2011)

then,



otw to labuan (11.6.2011). our mpv was packed with half of our stuff. half still @ kk.




nadira's 1st time to d beach (24.6.2011).

really hard 4 me 2 start a new life here. esp 'bout working n being a mom n doing all d house chores @ d same time. happy but sad, coz happy our 'lil family living 2gether now n sad 4 not having any close frens, n hav 2 start from almost zero here. hopefully everything will b ok soon;))

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Location:labuan f.t.

transfer (pt. 2)

being a bit worried for completing all d left over jobs.. from lesson plan, filing updating, exam paper checking etc.. n not forgetting pack all d stuff 2 bring 2 labuan..



pic during speed boat journey 2 labuan

stayed @ labuan last week 4 report duty, home management. n guess wat.. d administrator doesn't giv a damn 4 xtra leave dat i asked 4.. well, hubby will b away 4 a week during d 1st wk of school started.. n i need 2 find a nice day care centre 4 nadira n transport 4 me 2 get 2 work. but she'd ignored 4 my request. hopefully she's treating all d same way.. or juz me? since i'm new 2 d place.. well, seems like i shud do d same? haha.. we'll c..

now juz 1 2 settle all d jobs.. n happily going 2 labuan dis saturday.. d hse was getting better.. done major cleaning.. only store room n drying area left 4 cleaning. luckily my sis-in-law will joining us in 1-2 wks since hubby will b away.



really hope dat our new home will b ready 4 dis coming raya. can't wait to decorate d interior.. ;D

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