my baldy precious.. hehe..

dis is nadira latest pic (taken by my sis-in-law on nadira's 1st day baby sitted, 4th jan 2010).

now nadira likes 2 c brightly colored books. i got her 2 books (+ vcd). she really like them. she also started spitting a lot. huhu.. a fren told me dat if baby's spitting means she's trying 2 speak. hehe.. 4 nadira? mayb;)).. sometime during feeding, nadira also will take a few swallows of formula or breast milk and then stop to see what is going on in the room. i had 2 mix her feeding wit formula milk since my breasts only produce 4 oz of milk when pumping them in d morning, for 6am-11am. so @ morning she'll hav my milk @ 6am n 11am, while d formula milk in between d period n also b4 2pm.

n i'd already started working. from home @ 6am til d afternoon, 1.30 or 2pm. tired n stress managing others' children.. got hair loss 2 @ d moment. huhu.. n i'm still trying 2 produce more milk. alhamdulillah.. my sis-in-law helps me 2 baby sit nadira @ d moment. ica will fetch nadira @ 6am everyday n take care of her @ my in-laws n send her back @ 2pm, juz enough time 4 me 2 get back home, take shower, solat zohor n have my lunch. huhu.. from monday til friday. still searching 4 a maid. last time, my mom's previous maid wants 2 work wit me but she cancelled.

really hope nadira will grow up in d best condition. i'll try my best, wit no hubby by my side.. huhu :'(. nvm, will bring nadira 2 lbuan mayb in march, during school break. hehe.. will do my 'kain raya' shopping there, while my hubby baby sit nadira. haha;P