got problem with wifi @ home.. dunno why can't get connected when using mac os.. huhu..dun like using windows.. really missed blogging.. haha;P it was since thursday as i remembered..
really felt stressed out today. last friday i have to last minute took leave coz nadira's nannny have to go to her hometown @ papar as her grandmom was passed away in early morning d same day. i guess it was only for a day or two.. but it became more than a week.. i skipped d saturday 'pupils report card day', had another leave on monday. and guess wat.. juz another 1 day leave for dis year.. argh... went to school dis morning.. felt so irritated. some of d teacher talk @ my back.. as usual they juz jealous or felt unhappy if some1 didn't go to school.. hello.. i have to take care 4 my lil' baby.. as no 1 can take care of her @ d moment. luckily hubby's @ home since sunday. so dis morning n 2morow he'll taking care of nadira. but he's leaving on wednesday noon.. meaning on thusday, friday n saturday i need some1 to baby sit nadira.. huhu.. got few offer @ school, few teacher wanted to look after nadira when i'm in class. but nadira stranger anxiety was so high.. mm..
need to negotiate wit d boss tomorow.. dis thing really makes me stress.. can't rely on my family.. they're bz wit their own life. malas mo cerita sini.. nnti ada lg yg tersinggung..
so, juz ignore to get help from their side.. mm.. wat matter happens, must off from school dis 3 days.. nadira was so fussy, so i can't bring her to work.. surely she'll cry all-day @ work..
the end with d story.. now d better story.. shopping.. haha.. dis 3 days.. went shopping n dining during evening time.. went to suria, having early dinner meal @ kenny rogers yesterday n today went to 1-borneo, bought some make up item.. since hubby got body kit for his mpv, so i got myself face kit.. haha.. got MAC items such as prime liquid base, compact powder wit case, mascara, 2 eyeshadow, eyeliner, lip conditioner, cleansing oil.. shopping makes me happy.. cheer up a little for today;))
hopefully dis week will end quite good.. can't stand d pressure from talk-back environment. really can't understand them.. why do taking care own child @ home was such a big thing.. this is emergency matter. n i have rights when things happen dis way.. now i really understand why it's hard for being a teacher, seems like ur life is for others, not for u or ur family..
DAY 4 : A HABIT THAT YOU WISH YOU DON'T HAVE
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